First Place, Poetry, NMW Awards IX

John Canaday

Song of Myself
Copyright 2000 by John Canaday


John Canaday
'The routines of our daily lives lead us to skate on the surface of things, as Emerson said, guided by habit through familiar terrain. Most of the world is invisible to us, glimpsed if at all only in moments of sensual dilation. Ironically, the invisible world of words encourages such dilation and can show us the depths of the world we inhabit, and that inhabits us.'
- John Canaday


I am a stubborn ox dreaming

of rain as the drover's fingers drum

around my eyes. But no: the wet

hum of flies distracts me,

and now the plow has drifted from

the line I meant to follow. See

where the damp leather of the reins

has worn the callus on my left

forefinger raw? Or was it the dry,

ash handle of my hoe? I can hear

the steel head singing as it strikes

rocky ground, the fresh-turned earth

swallowing showers of sparks. The tip

of my tongue goes dry. I touch my lips

to the soil as I once touched you, here

and there. A single knot of dirt

crumbles slowly in my mouth

with the taste of sweet butter dripping

from your thumb. This ground will raise

a heavy crop. I am the wheat

that flowed around your waist like water.

I am that lonely knot of earth.


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